my love

Love lovee! i just wanna say this to u, take ur time reading this okayy! hehe:) mahal kita. If u are thinking na i’ll go away js because you push me away sometimes, because of what happened before. I understand, but always remember that.. I’ll never leave you love. No matter how many times we argue, no matter how many times you push me away. I’ll always be here, i’ll always be the person you’ll always come home to.

If you think those “avoidant issues” of yours would push me away, no. It helped me a lot to understand you, to handle you, and to love you deeply love. Hindi ka mahirap mahalin, hindi ka mahirap intindihin, hindi mahirap ihandle. I saw the parts of yours, where you are overthinking, the quiet moments, those days where your mind is blank, those moments where you are mad and need space. I never saw them as any reasons to leave you be, i saw as a reason to stay, to love you, and to understand you better.

Don’t ever, ever, ever doubt yourself. Because you were always not hard to love, And i’m sorry for the way i treated you before, i truly regret that a lot. I treated you wrong and u questioned yourself if you are “too much to handle” or “too complicated to understand.” But no love, you just want to be understood, to be loved the same way you do. You are someone who understand, you are someone who feels everything too deeply, and you are someone who is kind. And you are the sweetest person i’ve ever known.

Please, don’t ever doubt yourself nor change yourself. For being the way you are. You are not hard to love, or hard to handle at all.

Mahal kita palagi, and i’ll always stay beside you. I’ll stay even things go rough, or everything if collapse. I’ll always be here with you, i’ll continue to love and to understand you deeply. No matter how much you try to push me away, Kasi no matter what you do. I always see the you, that i love so much, i still see the person that i care about so much.

U don’t have to pretend to be someone who’s “easier” to understand, love, and to handle. I’ll stay, kahit anong mangyari sa’tin. Always remember that, mahal kita—sa lowest mo, sa worst days mo, sa araw na galit ka, sa araw na masaya, at sa araw na malungkot ka. I’ll always love you, no matter what.

I always say this to u, baka naririndi kana T_T

I love you, always my dearest.